| Thursday, September 29, 2005
im becoming more vulgar.thanks to ivan tay xian yi.24 hrs scolding me.wtf.
dbl o cancelled today.everyone is sick.humpf.
bilin is coming back tml.OH NO..
im drfting away from home.
i've been staying out too much.
shitssssssssss...
i cant wait for bilin to come back cuz
1. i can bitch with her all day and night
2. i can eat whatever i want in her house
3. i can walk down bencoolen to orchard in the middle of the night
4. i can party 4 times a week with her
5. i can wake her up and kick her down the bed
6. i can kiss her in the club
7. i can grind with her on the dancefloor
8. i can hug her to sleep
9. i can be her personal alarm clock
10. i fucking hell miss her.
BUT i cant go hunting with her anymore cuz i have ivan.hahas.sorry bilin.this time, i will be the mamasan thiere.
 9/29/2005 07:38:00 PM
| Tuesday, September 27, 2005
she's coming back! 
9/27/2005 07:40:00 PM
brighter than sunshine
9/27/2005 07:30:00 PM
finally i've read his posts.is reallie tiring.mans..i hate reading blogs.
he is suppose to mit mi at 7 but he's HAPPILY SLEEPING now.
i shall be a nice girl n let him sleep LONGER before he gets grumpy n all.hmmm..
bilin is coming bck this fri.im so goin to fuck her mans.hahas
alright now im officially out of job.im broke.
im tired.but i cant slp.i wan to watch tv.im just bored.
*yawns*
9/27/2005 06:36:00 PM
finally i've read his posts.is reallie tiring.mans..i hate reading blogs.
he is suppose to mit mi at 7 but he's HAPPILY SLEEPING now.
i shall be a nice girl n let him sleep LONGER before he gets grumpy n all.hmmm..
bilin is coming bck this fri.im so goin to fuck her mans.hahas
alright now im officially out of job.im broke.
im tired.but i cant slp.i wan to watch tv.im just bored.
*yawns*
9/27/2005 06:36:00 PM
| Wednesday, September 21, 2005
this is the way i lead my life.
i chose it this way and i will handle all consequences.
a person can be so silly to forgive whatever i've done.is my mistake.
all i need is time.
i've been playing non stop for 3 mths till u entered into my life.
i thght both of us will be just another game.
i want to try but is really difficult to forget the painful past.
both of us had the same past.we know how it feels to get hurt by your loved ones.
i dun wan history to repeat itself.i maybe selfish but all i wan to do is to protect myself from getting hurt again.
i used to sacrifice everything for him.
i tried to be there for him when he's alone.
i chose not to believe what pple say abt him.
i nv wanted to be possessive cuz i wan him to haf the freedom he wants.
but at the end of the day, he's still not satisfied.
he has to hurt me and leave me crying alone.
goodbye erman.
we had a talk last night.
you tld me ure the kind who goes for revenge.
i haf to admit that i am feeling insecure now.
but i trust your words.i trust that you will nv do it to a girl again.
im trying to forget my past n put my whole heart into this r/s.
i know pple ard you are saying things abt me.
is really up to you to believe.i cant do anything to change pple's mind.
but im hoping time will prove everything.
im letting go of my past n accepting another fairytale.
goodbye player status.
9/21/2005 05:52:00 PM
| Monday, September 19, 2005
i will stop playing..i swear mans.
ivan is getting retarded.
he's gg to be a vegetarian.he's gg to STOP clubbing, drinking, smoking and sex.hahas n he's gg to start studying for next semester.
while im still gg to club with my girlfriends onli n NO MORE guys!
cuz im in ivan's status.
9/19/2005 01:44:00 AM
| Saturday, September 17, 2005
skipped wrk yest.
went jln kayu.
dwn to phuture wit ivan n daryl.
it was benson's birthday.that poor boy was dead drunk.
a few sips of johnnie walker,chivas,whiskey,vodka sprite and vodka ribena + 1 tequila shot = abit high.
i really nid to practise my drinking mans.
yest pq was COMPLETELY gone.mans..her favourite place last night was phuture's toilet.poor mike.hahas.
was rotting most of the time cuz the music was quite sucky at the beginning.
left ard 4.went jln kayu again.
update laters.
9/17/2005 07:36:00 PM
| Thursday, September 15, 2005
mans..i've nt been updating my blog.aniwae the previous 2 entries was typed by ivan.
im TOTALLY sick!
is like i was havin fever on mon then i was drunk on tues and now im sick again.thank you ivan!hahas
i haven been going home for the past 6 days.HAPPILY.
ive been drinking too much n im havin beer belly now.damn
tml is phuture's last RnB night.mans..im so gg to miss my 2nd home.shits..
i dun wan any paper roses.
all i wan is you.
im wondering why ah lians are starting to read my blog too.hmmm
shufen is having a MACDONALDS party on sat.wth??how cute.i will be wearing long hats and blowing whistles.hahas
-yawns
9/15/2005 11:24:00 PM
| Tuesday, September 13, 2005
mans..im sick.fucking sick.i cant even move.hahas
ivan is an ass cuz he took care of me when im sick.
ivan is an ass cuz he is very nice to me.
ivan is an ass cuz he always cook for me.
ivan is an ass cuz he always come pick me up.
ivan is an ass cuz he wont kiss me when im sick.
ivan is an ass cuz he carries me all over the place.
ivan is an ass cuz he broke fuck.
ivan is an ass cuz i always go his house to stay.
ivan is an ass cuz he always make me eat and eat and eat.
ivan is an ass cuz he is a good kisser.
ivan is an ass cuz he makes good peanut butter sandwich.
ivan is an ass cuz his milo rocks.
ivan is an ass cuz he's not my boyfriend.
ivan is an ass cuz we are just friends.
i hate ivan.
:)
9/13/2005 01:44:00 AM
| Saturday, September 10, 2005
Wed:
I'm ok.
But i like the smell of the phuture rubbish bin.
My puke looks like mee goreng.
Shit is fun.
and shaun is an ass.
Ivan is an ass.
9/10/2005 09:50:00 PM
| Wednesday, September 07, 2005
.......
9/07/2005 04:48:00 AM
mi n veron at some roadshow
9/07/2005 04:47:00 AM
hahas..2 nights of non stop drinking.shits n there's more to come tonight.i cant wait!!!muahaha.
mon:
wrk was sucky.left at 6pm.
met pq n nana fer ktv.
so the 4 of us were singing our lungs out.
lianjin n ming came.
nana left.
went to sum ktv pub.stupid 'bang' game made mi drink so much.
n yup..i was high again!!!sorry darlings.i noe i was veri noisy.
went lianjin hse wit ming n darling.
ate breakfast.slept.home.
stayed at home less than 2 hrs n i went out agn.
met darling ming lianjin n shaun agn.
went party world.thx to the five ten.i was a bit high.
supper at newton.
finallie hm sweet hm.
chivas martell..here i come!another high night.
my mother saw my tattoos.hahas.
im havin beer belly mans.shits.FAT!!
1g of alcohol=7 calories.
9/07/2005 04:27:00 AM
| Monday, September 05, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILIN!!!!!
i miss my bimbo.but she's always making mi worried.
darlings[veron,bilin n pq]:plss take care of urself ya?i cant take so mani stories in a day.im stress fer u guys mans.anithing juz call mi k.i love u all.
3 rules for singlehood club:
1.club
2.chill
3.can play
9/05/2005 04:27:00 AM
| Sunday, September 04, 2005
bad headache!!!
last night:
liquid was fucking packed.changed plans to black.
saw 'familiar' faces.hmmm..
mans..yanjing cant stop buying drinks n so mi n pq cant stop drinking.wtf.
maybe they din noe that we are nt good drinkers.
pq was fucking high n i was abit high.i juz cant tok non stop.hahas
i onli knew we were like sum retards running abt black.
aniwae haf to thank the guys for holding us.
darlings came.
tink we were too noisy in the car.sorry.
shall nt update animore.
i shall b a good girl n stay at hm today.my whole body is aching.
the game has just started.hohoho
u din even looked at me.-wat bullshit-
bilin:plssssssssss take care of urself.im gg ur hse everidae when u come bck.
9/04/2005 06:37:00 PM
| Saturday, September 03, 2005
mans mans..headache!!
insufficient sleep.tsk tsk.tink i slept too much for the past few days.
yest:
was kinda moody at first.
chilled wit darling terry chris andrew suhanto wan best n another girl.
crapped.drank.gone.
n darling happily dumped mi alone at the dancefloor.luckily jack was there.
mans..lucky strike reds is a killer mans.i almost died.wtf.
once agn,everione disappeared n left mi at the dancefloor n happily my darling went fer supper.
luckily pq stayed wit mi.thx sweetheart.without u,i'll b dead last night.hahas.
yup..n it seems that the phuture bouncers all noe that im gone last night.everione kip asking mi to 'take care take care'.[dunno which idiot tld em i was gone mans..so pai sei!]
ate supper at prata shop.mans the cheese was pathetic lars.
there was this grp of muds kept disturbing mi n pq.so irritating can.
hm sweet hm.
but my stupid mum has to drag mi fer 'market-ing'
whhoooooooohooooo...
9/03/2005 04:17:00 PM
| Friday, September 02, 2005
wrk was sucky mans..im getting tired of calling everidae.is irritating to hear those operators saying the same thing "sorry the number you just dialled is not in use or there's no response".mans..i hate working!!!
chilled wit pq juz now.mans..that idiot wans mi to get drunk outside her hse b4 gg zouk tml.how evil can she get mans.
im gettin sleepy.-yawns
another boring zouk tml.shits
9/02/2005 02:03:00 AM
| Thursday, September 01, 2005
zouk was sucky lars...
first, i got into deep shit wit teddy when fi's frens brought 4 guys into phuture.out of all pple,i have to offend teddy.
second, the place was fucking packed.i dunno y.maybe cuz it was teacher's day.the jc ppl juz cant wait to party.
third,everione kept rubbing against my tattoo.it was fucking pain.
luckily..teddy was alright aft awhile:) [oh ya, go look at this mth cleo's mag, he's the zouk bouncer!the big n fierce one.yup thats him!hahas]
decided to go hm aft zouk.no mood.
9/01/2005 02:32:00 PM
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