| Friday, December 30, 2005
I JUST DID A "GET TO KNOW YOURSELF BETTER" QUIZ.
alright..this is quite true.
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
 12/30/2005 04:40:00 PM
life is a bitch.so are you.
i still dun get this.
craig david's "i don't love you no more"
so does he love the person or he doesnt?
i can see.
i can see all your sacrifices.
i can see that you're doing all these for me.
i really appreciate that.
i will make your life easier.
just trust me and give me another chance.
im sure i will do a better job.
anyways,
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO VERON AND JANSON!!
12/30/2005 04:21:00 PM
| Thursday, December 29, 2005
 he and his stupid elephant.how cute.
hopefully,he gets the motorola V3 so we can have the same phone:)
i took a video of him playing the elephant,hmm maybe i shall put in my friendster.he looks damn CUTE!!!OMG....
1 more hr to go....yippeeeee!!!
12/29/2005 04:47:00 PM
| Wednesday, December 28, 2005
 yingrong's bbq
 my new crm bitching partner melody the silly boy that warms my heart:) im so bored.i've got nth to do.somebody save me!!!
finally i got my pink phone:)
n i bought him his shirt:)
PLUS
bilin brought us christmas presents!!!
THANKS DARLING!!!!I LOVE THE TOPS...muackiex.
woke up late AGAIN this morning!
*damn
12/28/2005 11:13:00 AM
| Tuesday, December 27, 2005
i tink this yin yang tattoo is cool.maybe i shld consider doing it at my belly to cover my ugly naval.hmmm
12/27/2005 04:04:00 PM
fri:
skipped sch.
shopping ard town with him.
down to indochine.
it was freaking packed.
sauna dancefloor makes me wet.
chilled with bilin.
thanks to tep.im so used to sleeping at 2am and waking up at 7am.
i was too tired to even bitch.sorry darling.i've sent ivan to entertain u.haha
sat:
CHRISTMAS EVE!
went to 'The Butter Factory' pre opening on some yacht with his friends.
5 bottles were enough to kill the guys there.
everione was freaking high and i was happily spouting nonsense to everybody.
yesh..i got 3 huge bruises when i got home.i dun even noe how i gotten them.
im going to stay away from alcohol for now.
sun:
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
he did some last min shopping for his mum.
went to his place for some relative dinner.
food food food.
the beef was good.
his mum got me a pair of earrings:)
stayed over at his place.
knocked out super early.
mon:
out with his parents.
town was super packed.
arghhhhh....
went for rong's bbq.
food food food.
the chicken was good.
went back to my place.
he was rushing his projects overnight while i was sleeping.
but i did wake up once in a while to peek at him.
he was happily reading blogs and he ordered macs BREAKFAST to eat.wth...now he's sleeping like a pig.what a king!
im going with my mum to get my new phone.whhhhoooo mama..i love pink.
everyone has a limit to patience.
but how long can this 'patience' lasts?
i dont know.
im just controlling my emotions.
anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YING RONG!u've grown slimmer.haha
12/27/2005 10:48:00 AM
| Thursday, December 22, 2005
today is damn suay can!
kana caught for playing DOTA and smoking upstairs.%*&!$#
and i was late again today!
luckily the lecturer din record my name.
me and paul was smoking upstairs in the male toilet.happily chatting away.
then we heard the door opened.
paul threw away his cig and the bloody asshole din even hint anything to me.
i was holding on the cig on my hand but hiding it under the hairdryer.
lecturer:*shocked* what are you doing at the male's toilet?
me:oh..i was having stomachache and i couldnt find any toilets around.
lecturer:do you know that you're not supposed to enter a male's toilet?
me:erm ya i know..im going off soon.
after smoking my cig, another 2 lecturers came in.
me and paul just happily walk out and din even bother to look at them.
ok..so now SMOKERS..PLEASE GO TO THE SMOKING AREA TO SMOKE! IS TOO RISKY UPSTAIRS.
and all i can do now is to look at the freaking com and stoned.
hmm..luckily bryan gave me a good massage just now:)
here's me n mel...my CRM bitching partner plus my DOTA and CS trainer.
12/22/2005 04:13:00 PM
12/22/2005 03:46:00 PM
HAPPY 3RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!
is only 3 months but it feels real long.
staying together everyday do make us stronger and sweeter:)
DARLING...
thanks for being less grumpy and control your temper for all these while.
thanks for sacrifcing so much just to spend time with me!
I LOVE YOU!!!!
12/22/2005 02:55:00 PM
| Tuesday, December 20, 2005
what i love about my baby?
the sweet things:
1.he comes my sch everyday to have my 1 hr lunch with me
2.he picks me up from sch
3.he takes care of me all the time
4.he likes to surprise me with little things
5.he stays over at my place
6.sometimes, he will hug me to sleep
7.he's fatherly when im whiney
8.he stops playing games cuz i din like it
9.he cooks supper for me when im hungry
10.he will get whatever i want
the 'not so sweet' things:
1.he INSISTS on me patting him to sleep every night
2.he wants me to hug him to sleep most of the time
3.he licks my nose all the time
4.he likes to slap me while im sleeping
5.he wants me to bathe him even his ass
6.he wants me to make his bed before he sleeps
7.he wants me to company him to the toilet whenever he cant slp and when im so sleepy
8.he puts me to sleep first then secretly plays his com games
9.he makes sure he sleeps before me and wakes me up when im sound asleep
10.he likes to laugh at my pimples and infection.
but...i LOVE!!
the sweetest thing this week:
he got me the earrings i wanted so much yest:)
12/20/2005 01:55:00 PM
| Monday, December 19, 2005
it has come!today is the day.the start of my hell days!freaking 9 weeks in CRM!from 8.30am to 6pm in this freezing cold room.
pls bless me.everyday i will so free to update my blog.come to think of it,ARDC was so much better.
friday:
went down to zouk.
we got there early to get our chop n went back to my place.
watched my 9pm show n 'The Forgotten'.
back to zouk.was freaking packed.
it was overall alright.everione was everywhere.
in the end it was left with me and him only:)
back to my place.
saturday:
down to MOS.nice place but not so nice crowd.
lucklily we managed to cut Qs if not i will die waiting to enter.
the drinks are ex mans.1 jug=$41.madness.
the crowd sucks..pple of ALL ages were ard.
i think MOS is so much better than zouk.the tickets will never run out and there will be no such thing as 'full house'
was supposed to go down liquid.
but my cramps was killing me.
sorry baby to spoil ur night.i know u wanted to spend time with your frens but i was too sick to move.sorry..
sunday:
stayed over at his place.
baby,
dun worry.
i will never let you down again.
i've learnt my lesson and all i wan now is to treasure.
im glad that u asked me to make a decision that time.
and im proud to say that i did not regret my decision at all.
im happy to stay with you.
ure right..clubbing is not everything,it doesnt help me to forget about my past.the only way to solve the problem is to face it and learn from it.
thanks for being so patient,thanks for not giving up on me,thanks for everything.
from now on,im going to hold your hand and never let go.
i love you:)
12/19/2005 10:26:00 AM
| Wednesday, December 14, 2005
bilin once said,"when someone cant have the best from the person you love, you must at least have part of him."
hmmm....
wondering if is true.
but i guess,i would rather have the best of him than part of him.
i miss bilin.
i miss those night talks and gossips with her.
12/14/2005 12:54:00 PM
| Monday, December 12, 2005
im feeling like shit now.
my whole body feels so numb n having frequent cramps.sucks.
but oh yesh.........is OVER!!!
my baby has been staying over at my place:)
BUT he's like a king here while im the gf cum servant cum entertainer cum nanny cum finanacial advisor.my gosh..he just lie down on my bed n expects me to get for him everything even if is just one step away.HOW LAZY CAN HE GET?but is ok..I LOVE doing all these just for him.
love will remain a mystery
but give me your hand and you will see
your heart is keep in time with me.
12/12/2005 08:52:00 PM
| Sunday, December 11, 2005
fri:
he came over:)
sat:
went town.
back to his place.
down to liquid, thanks to daryl i've finally gotten my ladies card.liquid is so much beta than zouk.is FREE for us oso.
back to my place.
sun:
he went to mit his parents.
went coaching.
was toking to bilin [bitching for 2 whole hrs]
n now im rotting.my freaking msn is driving me crazy!
my parents are getting more open.they dun mind ivan staying at all and sleeping in my room.hah.
i missed zoukout yest.oh mans..i wanted to go sooo badly.baby u were lucky that we had some probs if not we could be at siloso last night!humpf.
12/11/2005 09:30:00 PM
| Friday, December 09, 2005
im so bored.
thats why im doing all these.[but is quite fun though!]haha
| You are a Great Girlfriend |  When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtfulBut you also haven't stopped thinking of yourselfYou're the perfect blend of independent and caringYou're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too! |
Are You a Good Girlfriend?
ok this is so true.oh mans..ivan tay PLEASE READ!haha....
| You Are a Bad Girl |  You are 20% Good and 80% BadYou're a total bad girl, from your wild hair to tattooed toes.But you're too badass to even care if you're labeled "bad"! |
Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?
ok this is so not true lar...im a good girl in nature mans.
| You are a Buff Girl! |  You've got a boomin' body and a fearless spirit.Most guys have trouble keeping up with your energy and fitness level.Competitve and fun loving, you're up for almost anything.Make sure you pick a guy who doesn't mind getting beaten by a girl! |
What Kind of Girl Are You?
hmm..is quite true though.i like beating guys.
| Your Vibe Is Secretly Sexy |  Sexy isn't exactly a word you'd use to describe yourselfBut you have a quite allure that certain men feel appealingYou don't need to flaunt your stuff to be sexierA little more confidence in yourself, and you'll really light up a room! |
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| Guys Like That You're Sensitive |  And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of wayYou just get most guys - even if you're not trying toGuys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secretsNo wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships! |
What Do Guys Like About You?
this is pretty true cuz im good at digging out secrets.
12/09/2005 04:47:00 PM
| Tuesday, December 06, 2005
"this year, to save me from tears, i gave it someone special"
christmas is nearing but im too broke to even shop.
it seems that every posts i wrote is complaining abt how broke am i but THIS TIME, im SERIOUSLY broke.
there is so much i've to say.
i wished i could blog it all down but it is just too private.
pple ard are reading my blog.n if i were to blog abt it...it will probably end up to my parents.
anyway my next stopover is CRM.happiness!!everyday must report at 8.30 sharp and i wun b able to find any ways to ciao at all.is like 24/7 supervision.die die die.it must be retribution.*shakes head
alright..i shall stop here.is time to babysit my WHINEY BABY!!haiz haiz...
12/06/2005 03:39:00 PM
| Monday, December 05, 2005
im so in need for cash now.
everyone knows.especially you.
but at this point of time,you're still asking for the money we owed you.
you're one of my closest frens but must you be so calculative with me now?
try putting yourself in my shoes when you're so stressed up about everything and when time is so limited that all you want is to save every single cent you have now to solve the problem.
is just this morning i tld you im short of cash and now you're asking for your money back.
maybe you're really in need of money or your situation is worse than mine, maybe im being sensitive but the way u asked for it was a bit too much.
but no matter what, you're still a friend that i will always treasure.
im not posting this to be against you or whatever but i really dunno how to tell you face to face.
it will only spoil our friendship.
bilin: thanks for being there for me all the time.im sorry that i couldnt be there when you needed me.im sorry for not spending enough time with you ever since you came back.
all i wan to say is that you're the special someone who understands me, who gives me the right advice, who cheers me up whenever im down and who will always be there for me no matter what happens.i treasure this friendship more than anything else.really i do.thanks for helping me and standing up for me all the time.i really dunno what i will do when ure not around.
i LOVE you!!!!
ivan: thanks for being so perfect for the last 3 months.thanks spending all your time with me.thanks for being a good listener.thanks for being my best friend and boyfriend.this is going to be another challenge for us.cutting down on all our expenses, no more clubbing, no more towning, no more chillings and no more shopping.all we can do is to stay at home and watch vcd.i noe these 2 mths are going to be your most boring times in your life.im sorry but dun worry we will go through this together ya?!we can rot together and exercise till we die.I LOVE YOU BABY!
janson n veron:thanks for being there for us.but i noe both of you are short of cash too so yup is alright.for the time being we wont be going out with you guys so often.we'll call you guys when we're financially stable.but if any election happens, just call us ya? we'll always be here.be patient!
12/05/2005 11:56:00 PM
| Friday, December 02, 2005
mon:
at his place.
went town for grocery shopping.
played dai dee with kenneth,veron n janson.
stupid janson was fucking noisy.happily wanting to play catching at 5am when all of us got sch the next day.
tues:
school.
ngee ann.
KAP.
his place.
sleep.
wed:
town.
met jenson n veron.
election time.
zouk was super duper packed BUT luckily ace was at the door so me n veron had our advanced entry.then 5 mins later..phuture full house.baby n jenson had to squeeze to zouk Q and AGAIN..ace was at the phuture entrance so he got both of them in.haha happiness...the Q was fucking long.i will just die queueing mans.
music was not bad compared to other times but was fucking packed at the dancefloor.
sorry baby..i will nv walk off the next time.thanks for staying with me.really appreciate it.fir this..i shall let u play more games when im ard.hmmm...
thurs:
woke up at 6pm.
eat.smoke.play games.back to slept at 12am.
fri:
woke up at 7.40am for school.
im happy:)
12/02/2005 09:49:00 AM
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