| Your Kissing Purity Score: 54% Pure |  For you, kissing isn't a casual thing
Lip to lip action makes your heart sing |
 10/31/2005 09:01:00 PM
tink im gg to miss HALLOWEEN!(im broke!)
goodbye trick or treat..*sobx sobx*
i wan u to complete ur tattoo.thats wat u wanted all along.is ok if we're not clubbing today.im alright with it.as long as ure happy...im happy:)
everything is going so expensive.
clubbing, drinking, smoking....
10/31/2005 11:07:00 AM
ok..finally im home[kim tian].
managed to upload some of my pics in my camera.
just me and him
HALLOWEEN TML!!
oh mans..baby if we're gg to zouk, we must dress up k!hahas.
sat:
sentosa with vain enterprise.
burnt.
coaching.
liquid room.
oh mans..taa motherfucker taa.
gone.retarded.
baby's house.
btw,
HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MY DARLING(veron) AND JANSON!!!
im happy with my life.im happy with what i have.im happy with him:)
10/31/2005 01:16:00 AM
me being retarded 
10/31/2005 12:48:00 AM
sentosa with vain enterprise
10/31/2005 12:47:00 AM
muacksss..
10/31/2005 12:44:00 AM
him in my clothes...arghhh
10/31/2005 12:44:00 AM
| Friday, October 28, 2005
bad bad bad...im losing a pool of blood.im feeling so tired.
wed:
in the end my baby was sweet enough to pick me up frm sch.
i know he was trying his best to make me smile.thanks honey!
i love the lighter and the heart but where's my frog flower?
went dwn zouk to take care of a drunkard!hurhurhur..
thurs:
couldnt wake up for sch.super duper tired.my body was aching all over.
met him.went clinic.
he was frigging tired.
watched vcd in his place.
then it was "save the tortises day"
hahas..although ivan LOOKS like the toughest in the family but in such incidents like this, he's the first one to hide.like wth..
when his bro n mum were trying to save the tortises, all he did was to stand at the kitchen n laugh.he doesnt even dare to touch the tortises.how cute.
tink my baby is damn cute lars...he's even scared of a moth.
once,there was a moth flew right in front of his face,he ran out of the room screaming for help.oh mans..his facial expression was so damn cute.
a 1.8m guy scared of a 10cm moth.hmmm....
fri:
woke up for sch.
but left early to his place.
went thomson.sch.back here again.
now he's playin some com games.hmm..
baby,
thx for being nice to me.
you're not a lousy bf.
i love you for who you are and thats all it matters.
im sorry about whatever happened last time, sarah was right, i din appreciate u at all.
i've been making the same mistake over n over again and u've been forgiving over n over again. i know you were disappointed but you still held on.
my "disappointment" can nv be compared to ur "disappointment"
i know you've done alot of things that you've nv done b4.
thanks for holding on. thanks for knocking senses into me.thanks for being there for me.thanks for everything.thanks for being a great bf.
i love u n i want to treasure every moment with you now.
i will never leave you unless you dun love me anymore.
10/28/2005 09:44:00 AM
| Wednesday, October 26, 2005
walked out of the house alone cuz i din wan to wake u up.
bought sausage mcmuffin meal to your place when it was fucking hell raining cuz i din wan u to get hungry.
secretly walked into your room and charged your phone cuz your phone was low batt.
slept at the study room alone cuz i din wan to disturb ur sleep.
and i was so happy when u woke up.
i tld you that i was in a hurry and i needed to rush back to sch.
you said you will change and brush your teeth fast and send me out,
when u saw your cig case,u were not happy that i took it.i wanted to change back to the box but u said it was ok.
when u cant find your purple lighter and i tld u im having it.u looked pissed.
but it was really disappointing when i heard, "na bei,why u take my lighter?"
i know is my fault to take your stuffs but i dun need this from you.
yesh,i know ure upset that im always taking your favourite things away and i dun treasure them.
im sorry,i will nv take your stuffs again.i will return your jacket and cig case tmr.
it sucks when after doing all these for a person and u get scolding in return over a small matter.
just forget abt the whole matter.is just my fault for being sensitive.sorry.maybe im just pmsing.
10/26/2005 03:47:00 PM
| Tuesday, October 25, 2005
im not being silly.
i have my reasons for not meeting you when im having pms.
u still cant understand my mood.
i tried to be there whenever u lose your temper and having ur own pms.
but today, all i wanted is your company and
all u can say is, im going home, if you're still not in a good mood,u can go home first.
how disappointing.
i brought all my stuffs.
i wanted to go against my parents n stay over tonight
but you just spoilt everything.u cant even handle my 15 mins of pms.
i tried not to get irritated, i tried to control my temper.
i juz looked tired and din talk much.
cuz i dun wan to spoil ur day.
i know ure tired, i know ure grumpy, i know u came down all the way just to see me
but i was just not in a mood to entertain u.
im sorry.im having bad pms now, i shall not disturb u anymore.
i will meet u when im in a better mood:)
take care.
10/25/2005 08:22:00 PM
| Monday, October 24, 2005
hi...
im bored.
im missing my baby so so much.
im dying at TEP.
somebody just kill me!!!!!argh....
10/24/2005 05:01:00 PM
| Friday, October 21, 2005
i like emo talks.
thats when we can express our feelings over certain issues.
"In life, your best talent is getting what you want from people, without them knowing it."
i dunno if you will do this to me, but im putting all my efforts into this relationship now and all i want is a happy ending.
im tired.
my first week of TEP with 2 MCs and 45 mins late.
HAPPILY EVER AFTER.
i need more cash!!!
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
| Your Seduction Style: Au Natural |  You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. |
What Kind of Seducer Are You?
10/21/2005 01:56:00 PM
| Wednesday, October 19, 2005
whenever we talk about clubbing, most of the time we will end up in arguments.
i told you million times that i will not go clubbing without you.
im doing this for you and not because im forced to or whatever.
i know you wished to have a gf like veron cuz she is willing to give up clubbing for janson.
you think that im different from all of them, im not willing to sacrifice clubbing for you but can't you see that im tryin to change?
sometimes is really tiring when you keep asking,"what if i don't feel like clubbing that day, will you still go?"
you know the obvious answer.
you know no matter what, i will still stay with you.
im willing to change for you and not cuz you asked me to.
-pms period-
10/19/2005 02:00:00 PM
| Saturday, October 15, 2005
from "i lub yew " to "i love you".
finally i understood whats the difference.
momo on thurs.
saw his 2 ex-gfs.how cute.hahas.
the party was alright.
was great dancing with that silly boy.
finally he learnt to coordinate with me.[thanks to ming mans!]
im skipping liquid tonight.
he's going out with his friends so i shall be a good girl n stay at hm.
at least he can enjoy himself and not worrying abt me clubbing alone.
school starting next week.
fuck it.
zouk reopening on fri.
yeah man.
10/15/2005 02:31:00 PM
| Monday, October 10, 2005
i miss him even though he's sleeping beside me now.i love that silly face.
before he sleeps, i have to:
- make his pillows
- cover him with blanket
- pat his back or stroke his hair to sleep.
when i hear his snores, i have to:
- slowly move one my legs to get the bolster.
- carefully adjust my body to a comfortable position without disturbing him.
- ensure that he doesnt kick away his blanket.
- stay away from his elbow cuz he will perform kung-fu when he sleeps.
when he wakes up, i have to:
- pat his back again so he will be less grumpy.
- entertain to his whines when he's happy.
- try to control my temper when he's grumpy.
- be his bolster.
- pull him up to brush his teeth.
he and his habits when he sleeps.
this is what i love about him.
simple life.just me and him:)
10/10/2005 06:25:00 PM
| Sunday, October 09, 2005
2 weeks at jalan kayu was so sweet n now my parents haf to spoil it all.
just came back from wrk.
damn..is fucking tiring.
10 bucks per hr is fucking tough to earn.
i swear im not gg to step into tampinese area.
every idiot will definitely recognise me. "orh..that girl who was holding to a stupid surfboard giving out dbs flyers"
arghhhhh...........
suppose to go dwn liquid last night but i was too tired.
i fell asleep on his bed in less than half an hr.
heard it was good.damn.
black on fri was sucky.
music sucks.as usual..
left ard 3.sorry bilin..i couldnt find targets for u cuz the guys there were super bad.
There is no remedy for love than to love more.
10/09/2005 08:41:00 PM
| Thursday, October 06, 2005
Hi.
This is IVAN.
and im here to hack my darling's blog,
just to tell her i love her!
Wahahahhahahahhahahhaha.
10/06/2005 12:25:00 PM
| Tuesday, October 04, 2005
sch reopening in like 2 weeks time.how fast.
there are so many things running in my mind.
so many doubts i want to clear.
i feel happy with you.really i do.
im just stupid.
i dont appreciate what i have.
i have been hurting you again n again n AGAIN.
but you're still here for me.
i was afraid to stay.
i was afraid that if one day, i've decided to put in my whole heart,
you will leave me crying alone.
i may be selfish or may be i was just thinking too much
but all i wanted was to protect myself.
i dun wan to get hurt again.
i dunno why but my feelings for you is falling too deep.
is getting out of control.
cuz all i want is to be with you now and forever.
10/04/2005 11:53:00 PM
| Monday, October 03, 2005
Ge Qian- jay chou
jiu wei fang qing de tian kong / yi jiu liu zhe ni de xiao rong
The sky which has long not been sunny still keeps your smile as before
ku guo / que wu fa yan mai qian jiu
Have cried, but been unable to bury [my] guilt
Feng zheng zai yin tian ge qian / xiang nian hai zai deng dai jiu yuan
The kite stranded in the gloomy sky, [my] longing is still awaiting to be rescued
wo la zhe xian / fu xi ni gei de wen rou
I'm pulling the kite string and reviewing the tenderness you gave
pu shai zai yi pang de ji mo
The loneliness that has been isolated on the side
xiao wo gei bu qi cheng nuo
Laughing at the promises that I can't afford to give
zen me hui zen me hui ni jing yuan liang le wo
How come, how come, you've actually forgiven me
wo zhi neng yong yuan du zhe dui bai / du zhe wo gei ni de shang hai
I can only forever read the dialogue, reading the pain that I've given you
wo yuan liang bu liao wo / jiu qing ni dang zuo wo yi bu zai
I cannot forgive myself, so please treat as if I'm not here anymore
wo zheng kai shuang yan kan zhe kong bai / wang ji ni dui wo de qi dai
I looked on blankly with eyes wide open, [trying] to forget the expectations you had of me
du wan le yi lai / wo hen kuai jiu li kai
After finish reading [my] dependence [on you], I'll leave very soon
10/03/2005 12:33:00 PM
i dont appreciate what i have.
once again,for the third time, i made another mistake
and again, he asked to stay when is my fault.
everything was so sweet and nice
just one night, i spoilt everything
im sorry.
nothing seems to be going into my head
i need someone to control me.
i will hold onto your hands and never let go.
i love you.
10/03/2005 03:19:00 AM
| Saturday, October 01, 2005
"i will control my feelings"
everything is looking good now.
and i love being with you.
anyway,congrats to da'kid and darling.
and like finally..bilin is in singapore!!!!!
no worries bi, today im all yours k.we'll party at liquid later.love ya.
simple life can be fun too:)
10/01/2005 12:37:00 PM
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