| Wednesday, September 21, 2005
this is the way i lead my life.
i chose it this way and i will handle all consequences.
a person can be so silly to forgive whatever i've done.is my mistake.
all i need is time.
i've been playing non stop for 3 mths till u entered into my life.
i thght both of us will be just another game.
i want to try but is really difficult to forget the painful past.
both of us had the same past.we know how it feels to get hurt by your loved ones.
i dun wan history to repeat itself.i maybe selfish but all i wan to do is to protect myself from getting hurt again.
i used to sacrifice everything for him.
i tried to be there for him when he's alone.
i chose not to believe what pple say abt him.
i nv wanted to be possessive cuz i wan him to haf the freedom he wants.
but at the end of the day, he's still not satisfied.
he has to hurt me and leave me crying alone.
goodbye erman.
we had a talk last night.
you tld me ure the kind who goes for revenge.
i haf to admit that i am feeling insecure now.
but i trust your words.i trust that you will nv do it to a girl again.
im trying to forget my past n put my whole heart into this r/s.
i know pple ard you are saying things abt me.
is really up to you to believe.i cant do anything to change pple's mind.
but im hoping time will prove everything.
im letting go of my past n accepting another fairytale.
goodbye player status.
 9/21/2005 05:52:00 PM
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